det går bra nu

Gott folk, ni ska bara veta hur underbart bra jag mår just nu. Jag är så otroligt tacksam för människorna runt mig, inte bara Umeå eller ens Sverige, nej men i hela världen. TACK GUD för att jag fått lära känna så mycket vackert folk. Sen så är Umeå helt underbart just nu. Jag älskar det. Trodde nog aldrig jag skulle säga det om norrland faktiskt. Men det är sant. Kombinationen mellan människorna och min utbildning gör det underbart. Att jag dessutom är där Gud vill ha mig får mig att hoppa av glädje. Tänk att allt kan förändras så fort.

Just nu är jag i Göteborg däremot. Mamma fyllde femtio idag och det ska firas med fest. Alltid så tacksamt att få komma hem se familjen och vännerna. Jag vet knappt vart jag ska ta vägen, så tacksam är jag!

inte en enda dag

Det går inte en dag utan att jag tänker på Hawaii och saknar min ohana. Nu med höstmörkret hängandes som tyngder på min rygg är det svårt att inte fantisera om varmare och ljusare ställen. Ta mig inte fel. Jag älskar att plugga till arkitekt och min klass är fantastisk. Jag har verkligen börjat bilda mig min egen umgängeskrets med både vänner i skolan och utanför. Jag börjar verkligen trivas i Umeå och börjar se min plats här. Men varje gång jag tänker på Surfing the Nations tar mitt hjärta ett extra skutt och jag längtar tills nästa gång jag får se ön, människorna, organisationen jag blivit förälskad i. Gud låt det bli snart!

You are so great!

Just so inlove with god right now! Thank you for a great evening. "I can't wait to join the angels and sing my heaven's song!"

all I want to do is to live for you

Why is it that it's so hard to live for God sometimes? That how hard you ever try it's like you always fall into a trap anyways? There's always something in the way and there's always something that makes you go wrong.

Is it so that the enemy don't want us to do God's work so bad that he's trying everything until he success with making us go wrong? That he's trying to find somewhere to sneak in and destroy what we're building up? That when we show any sign of weakness he's there like a evil snake sucking it up and spreading it in our body like poison?

Whether I'm right or wrong I think the important thing to remember is that God is always gonna be there to forgive you. He will always have marcy on you and he will always love you unconditionally.

love the person and not your relationship

Lately I been kind of down. I love school, but it's hard being at a new place not knowing anyone. A good friend told me to ask God to show me reasons why I'm here and what he wants me to do during this time. That helped me a lot. I feel so much more motivated and happy to be here. It's hard to describe what difference it made and I'm not even really sure what happened. All I know is that I wanna live fully for God, put him first always and be wherever he wants me to be, whether that's Umeå, Hawaii, Gothenburg or any other place on or outside earth.

kanelbullens dag - the cinnamon bun's day

Today was the cinnamon bun's day. Me and a girl from my class decided to make cinnamon buns in the evening and pulled some people together to just have cozy evening.

We made about four times more than this. So we were thinking that we should put the left overs in the freezer in school so we can fika everyday this week. Doesn't it sound wonderful!

It's getting really dark in the mornings now here in Umeå btw. Hard to get out of bed and motivation for the day without sunlight. But when it's getting lighter it's all good again.

heavens song

You wrote a letter and You signed your name
I read every word of it page by page
You said that You'd be coming, coming for me soon
Oh my God I'll be ready for You

I want to run on greener pastures
I want to dance on higher hills
I want to drink from sweeter waters
In the misty morning chill
And my soul is getting restless
For the place where I belong
I can't wait to join the angels and sing my heaven song

I hear Your voice and I catch my breath
'Well done my child, enter in and rest'
Tears of joy roll down my cheek
It's beautiful beyond my wildest dreams

I want to run on greener pastures
I want to dance on higher hills
I want to drink from sweeter waters
In the misty morning chill
And my soul is getting restless
For the place where I belong
I can't wait to join the angels and sing
No, I can't wait to join the angels and sing my heaven song